plans

flu or cold? i’m not sure but my throat is so groggy, I have trouble breathing, body aches, and I feel parched ALL the time… :/ don’t enjoy being in bed almost 24/7 and having my diet consist mainly of ricola throat drops…

*before i forget, just wanted to mention that i privatize(?) some of my older posts a few days/weeks later so that’s why it’s not all here

 

as the year comes to a close, there are so many thoughts raging within…regrets, hopes, prayers, misgivings, plans, not-so-much-plans…  i can’t wait for the next year but i’m quite disappointed in myself for not having done, believed for, sought, achieved lots of things i was hoping to do. i dont believe in new years resolutions anymore cus i never really go through with it… i usually give up by the 3rd week of january haha… so my only “goal” for the next year, is to simply believe.

jesus culture’s new song come away/let me in (c. quilala) has been the cry of my heart lately.

 

come away with me

come away with me

it’s never too late

it’s not too late, it’s not too late for you

 

i have a plan for you

i have a plan for you

it’s gonna be wild

it’s gonna be great

it’s gonna be full of me

 

YES.

 

 

tis the season

 

 

for consecration.

 

 

this burden for a deliberate and focused time of consecration lays heavy on my heart yet again. it comes and goes, but has been weighing on my heart for quite some time now and i have chosen to turn the other way for much too long. my eyes have been somewhat closed off to the community around me, and thankfully, i am not caught up in the hustle and bustle of “drinking, marrying, laughing”. it is a somewhat isolated, solitary time, but there is a time for everything– and i must say, the timing is impeccable. call me dark and unfittingly somber, but merriment and levity is not something i’m feeling nowadays. which is unusual because i really do love the holiday season. i’ve been hearing the flute, yet not dancing. lamentations, yet not mourning. my non-response to such urges and revelations have been plaguing me, and finally…FINALLY, i am listening. i am indeed strong-willed and much too obstinate for my own good. a quiet and gentle spirit is precious in His sight and slowly but surely (hopefully), I am making my way to the journey’s end.

haven’t posted in awhile…

 

so not busy yet so busy at the same time. took a beautiful walk this morning. the weather has been stunning lately. quiet, solitary walks allow me time to reflect and strengthen my own heart.

though

in every turn, in deafening silence…i cannot seem to escape the ever hounding thought– what is to become of me?

bliss

my life is relatively bland right now but i am happy beyond words

 

it’s as if i’m born again, again. is that even possible? yeup, i think so!

my new venture

http://www.stevenfurtick.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/08/B90X.pdf

 

 

join me please!!!

what an exciting world

The tongue is the fastest healing part of the body.

 

that makes me want to get a tongue piercing. actually no, not really. well…kiiinda.

 

never mind, no. no it doesn’t.

what an exciting world… cont.

yeah i changed the name. did u know? sounds so..cliche pah!

 

licking a stamp burns 10 calories. there’s your silver lining in paying bills!

did u know?

 

a sneeze travels out of your nose at 100mph

 

did u know? marathon

mosquitoes are attracted to people who just ate bananas?

 

its true.

 

tune in for more! what an exciting world.

lets be real now.

 

LIFE…is ridiculous!